More people suffer from trying to change someone than from any other sickness. I see the hurt and the pain. I see the wounds full of salt. I can see that you are ashamed. You blame yourself. I can see the doubt in your heart. “Is this real?” “Will this ever end?” I know those … More To be changed.
James says, “But the tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison” James 3:8. Whore. Slut. Cunt. Two-timing backstabbing bitch. Fucker. Hoe. Words cut deeper than any weapon ever could. Words leave scars that will never fade. Wounds that take decades to heal. These names that had once labeled … More Words.
“Ask and you shall receive” I have been running from the reality. Ignoring the signs right in front of my face. It could not be true. Because if it was, then I would lose something. If it is true, I would lose the most important person in my life. Lord, take control. I want you to … More You shall receive.
“Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in His sight: but all things are NAKED & OPENED unto the eyes of Him with whom we have to do” Hebrews 4:13. My past. Your past. Our past. God knows it all. He knew it before our time. He knew it as we were doing … More Unconditional.
Put up a wall and guard it well. Fight to keep people away from looking into my past. Don’t think about it, don’t talk about it. If anyone asks, push them away. Run. Run as fast as I can. Don’t show the pain I feel everyday. Hide the scars that lie deep inside. Cover up … More Finding my purpose.